The Lattice, The Matrix, Vibration and The Quantum In Reality

manifestation, oh my my, is that word everywhere or what? it's like the pumpkin spice in fall in the good old usa. if i sound any kind of way tonally, it is because a lot of what I see attached to it, is about money.

it's fine, it's all white pumpkin in the good old, it's our system, it's our damn national jam. good old capitalism. see, i have a bit of a wild hair about it. it's complicated.

we need money to acquire what we need. everything. if you have none, life becomes extremely problematic. you, become problematic, in your society. the other side of it is getting the hots for it, for getting more and more of it and all of the fancy expensive stuff. stuff most don't have or can't get and really really want.

i get the appeal of having lots of money, i used to want to be rich, and famous. i've since changed my thinking. because, briefly, both sound like a pain in the ass. attracting too much attention, both unbearable and the kind we like.that is to me, a matter of vibration, whether one can bear someone or not. even the perception of one way or another is. it's only been clear to me as of now, in just what I needed to make in regard to this. i get that there's a way i can feel about this, which i think is, it's all the same.

whether you call it flow or vibration, once you get going with it or having start having good ones, you find there's even more to understand about the capabilities we have available to us.

to be fair, it's just me and some mental or emotional blocks causing my filter, what i feel need not impact a reader. as long as it's understood that i'm essentially talking about myself here, always. i feel like other people also feel some of the same things i do and can relate.

i mean i would enjoy having enough money. mostly i do, but i can always use more. it's another vibration thing. the fact that i feel like i don't, have enough is on me and my vibes on the matter. what I am holding back on. maybe i'm deliberately holding back. oh, wait. you can't hear me. i don't fear failure, i fear success. i mentally cringe when i think about it. i don't want to be bothered.

does that sound smug and arrogant? perhaps. perhaps i am and it is, but i have had amazing successes and it was all very lucky happenstance seeming, but i and the others involved found each other serendipitously and then determined to associate and attach for a time.

i don't like to do the kinds of things to be a success. success as defined by capitalism and the pursuit of riches, that is.

the lattice is a concept described in a video discussing the creator's concept of all of the keywords in the title of this piece. it was preceded by a completely other video using stewie griffin and the family guy universe to conceptualize reality. one where stewie is the creator of all, why brian can talk, why stewie's so smart. they really stretched the limits of the little universe in universe for an animated comedy.

i concluded my video syncs that all conspired to inspire me on this piece. the info i vacuumed up from those videos bonded to my thoughts already on the topics there in my head. they gave me more form and cohesion to my musings on the subjects covered.

we are all the time manifesting. pretty mundane stuff we don't even think about as we do it, but let it be something more to us and then it takes on all kinds of weight in our thoughts. i guess we can give a little too much with our desire for a certain things. wealthcan be one. it's possible to obsess over things so much that we repel them. it's true with people, isn't it? that situation where someone comes on too strong in some way, from over enthused too dangerous and creepy those are extreme examples in that it's a visible thing, but it works the same with anything we visualize and please. what i took away from the videos regarding this is there's more to vibes and abundance and being enmeshed and for us to mold and form to our liking in the easiest way. with a little bit of practice. here's what i've been doing in my manifestation efforts I located a sensation when i breathe consciously and that brings me to a meditative state and my vibe changes. it was an accident that i noticed it attracted my cat. i'll be meditating and he often shows up to join me.

sometimes he's gone and i want him to come home. i can sometime get him to come that way. he comes when I watch cat videos too and he does everything he can to distract me, was what I initially felt, until i realized i send out the same vibe when i cheat on him with cat video cats. on top of that, when i'm thinking of my sweetie, he comes running then too. i have some fine tuning to do.

my real goal at the moment is to physically penetrate matter with my vibe. yeah, man! walk through walls! getting my vibration so high i'd be like the flash. that's what i aspire to.