in the year or so leading up to the 2016 election i found myself in this really high vibrational state but didn't know what it was at the time. i just sort of blurted out to a doctor that i felt like i was vibrating really fast, who gave me this non-committal look and carried on. no further response. all i knew at the time was i was feeling all these unusual physical symptoms and blowing out light bulbs and turfing computers. he must have thought I was manic or plain nutz.
i had also speculated on this. all these things i came to understand more later as i dove into a deeper examination of occulted info and getting a better grasp of understanding myself through a spiritual perspective. not to mention the paranormal. there was a lot of high sensation emotional and physicality.
for a brief time i found a community of people from other backgrounds. so many new things to see and learn crossed my sensors. even now as i continue my efforts to demystify my inner spaces a lot of what happened then it's still unraveling and revealing getting treasures. crystals of concentrated now knowings that I now get to dissolve and pair with all this come after. that's kind of vague purposely, because it's come clear that that kind of talk is something indescribable to anyone else and it's better they experience it for themselves instead, in my opinion. when they decide they're ready. it all took place though, during one of the peak periods in this new awakening life.
early on peaks and valleys in life took form. the ascent to the peak in life, the high times, and the journey there are upbeat. but so are the descents. the self-sabotage, depression and other low energy thought that can harm ourselves and those around us. make us diseased. the events that evoked them are the times when we're falling, sometimes to bottom. a plateau at either juncture represents a time of contemplation of an experience of an application of the knowledge gained.
when we're either at a peak or valley a review of what was gleaned from both good times and bad is available to us so it can be used to fashion tools from for tinkering with life. there are always nuggets of value to be mine from what we live through.