If the times feel devastating, they are. From devastation. why not take part in the rebuilding l. A. Is not waiting. they've been forced to, in patches so things aren't as bad as they could be. for the benefit of all onlookers near and far. see! what can be done. new ways to do things. innovation, inspiration. in the wake of devastation, aftermath, recovery. a sequence of events.
i think we can all agree that we are currently in the devastating part. it is admittedly unsettling. for a lot of us who have some years on us, or at least for me, it's watching your life pass before your eyes before you passed on. what you knew to be for maybe your entire life is gone. people, places, even ways we thought were the way things always were going to be now gone.
i'm just wondering how honest we've been to ourselves. archeology, written and even painted history is all about those pass things having been. especially the archeology part. discoveries needing to be excavated, the reasons they got that way somehow not part of the discussion as much. regardless, it all indicates what was, that is no longer. take the enormous structures in egypt like the sphinx. long uncovered, still poorly understood as to its purpose. do those matter still today? unknown to most. some stay, some go.
in the present lesser more fragile parts we're used to are disintegrating and crumbling away. a more violent adjustment then we're used to, because of our own resistance. kicking and screaming about a moving on loss we'll soon forget in the aftermath of such a startling series of jolts to the constitution. from which we will inevitably recover.
i'm feeling emotional because of what feels like personal attacks leveled that me. threats to my livelihood by money grabbing scamsters who are psychotic in their need to know all and take all by force. it isn't theirs to take, and yet they feel entitled to it. to their utter surprise and shock, we don't like them and we're angry at them. the psycho part where they just don't understand.
i personally find myself in what's looking like a terrible position as i'm entirely supported by the social services being looted. panicking will not serve me and this is one of those times when i feel the need to pray or cry out at the injustice but that'll ebb. somehow i will have to find a way to fortify myself for what lies ahead.