water equals emotions, tidal and atmospheric currents. the feeling of an overheating reactor within, while doing the best to look like we're keeping cool on the outside. sentimental triggers, plentiful painful and powerful abound.
short time to go to the light or not, a factor for us all. some panic-based behavior takes hold, attempts to exert the same fear and thereby manipulation. while destructive, isn't as effective as in the not too distant past. lots of pasta tossed at walls in desperation in the attempt to reverse the building trend away from losing historical positions of power and the places and people historically under control of it.
can you feel the pull? pulls may be the more accurate describe. since there are combinations of geopolitical and geographic points generating them. this in turn creates all of these emotional energies. fear, hate, greed, resentment and vengeance. envy, anger, entitlement and throughout and underscoring it all, believe it or not is love. appearing there, invisible to many but for each of the emotional trigger waves, at their root in some way, is love.
we don't hardly know what to do with it. i mean, hardly any of us do, is my feeling after a lifetime of observation. i saw it, genuine and false. for financial gain, for emotional wounding, for bonding in ways healthy and not. we screw with it so much at times it's unrecognizable.
if the root of that is not recognizing that in its purest form, it acts as it should, without condition. it seems like we meddle with it until it's unrecognizable as such until we no longer possess the capacity to. love allows though, love allows us to crash it and then tow it along behind us to at every opportunity repair it, to restore it to mint condition, so to speak.
all day i've been tossed one way to the other like a rag doll, boneless. lots of deep breathing and finally all of the work paying off and i halted, sometimes in literal midstep to determine whether an overwhelming moment of sadness or anger was not source by my own. i held tight to the nearest hand hold and said to myself, whoa, this is hardcore! my own feelings, comparably affected as well. it's been hard because there is a need to differentiate for myself.
this is only the start. so many of the accepted norms are crumbling and faltering in their throes of the onset of obsolescence. from a light worker perspective, these are the conditions all of the previous incarnations were the prep for. all of the norms trying to hold on for dear life, creating havoc because of all of us hanging on to the dying structures like capsized ship survivors. when all they really have to do is get up, nut up and find an appetite for adventure, for the next phase in life. love in his purest form anyone? i'll take it!